Give it to God

I'm having one of those weeks where the whole "If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all," phrase is really coming into play.

You may have noticed a slowdown in posts. It's not because I don't have anything to blog about. I do. I just can't. I wouldn't want to mess up my karma.

Now, please know, none of this involves anything within my own little family bubble. Things are absolutely wonderful on the home front.

The few things that have really gotten to me involve issues that have become a pattern in my life. I dismissed a lot of things as fluke or maybe misunderstandings. I've ignored things. I've dramatized it at times. I've confronted, cried over, and gave up. When the same thing happens over and over and over and over, it reaches a point where there is no changing it. It is what it will be.

I give it up to God. His will, His plans. I can't control what others will do or say. I can't make their choices. I can only concern myself with me and my own little family bubble. The patterns will either change or they'll change me. Either way, I'm just going to go with it.